Fill Me... On and On

Yeah
I am right here
So disconnected
Nothing matters
No more Not ever
Numb and drunk
No cares No worries
Jus a smug on my face
My glass touches my lips
Intoxicated, I stare up
Stare at the dark night sky
Little tiny stars winking
A faint smile on my lips
Looking around
People everywhere
People in distress
People in joy too much
Either too much of it
Or too little of it
Never perfect
Men…. Never satisfied
My glass almost empty
Fill it again
Yeah…
I was right here
Not now
Now that I have faded
Faded painfully slow
Faded into the dark shadows
Faded forever…
Fill me again
Before my glass is empty
Fill me again
I wanna stay invisible
Fill me again
Till my soul disappears
Fill me again
Till I no longer exist