The fairy Princess

I feel like a fairy
Just want to grow
A couple a wings
Jump into the skies
And take off
Lift up to
Swim in dreams
Where soft breeze
Ruffles my clothes
Stars decorate
My hair
The moon is a pendant
Upon my breast
The Milky Way
- my tiara
The dew drops are
My earrings
The sun
- my golden throne
Yes-
This is my kingdom
The adobe
Of my dreams
And I am
The Princess

Fill Me... On and On

Yeah
I am right here
So disconnected
Nothing matters
No more Not ever
Numb and drunk
No cares No worries
Jus a smug on my face
My glass touches my lips
Intoxicated, I stare up
Stare at the dark night sky
Little tiny stars winking
A faint smile on my lips
Looking around
People everywhere
People in distress
People in joy too much
Either too much of it
Or too little of it
Never perfect
Men…. Never satisfied
My glass almost empty
Fill it again
Yeah…
I was right here
Not now
Now that I have faded
Faded painfully slow
Faded into the dark shadows
Faded forever…
Fill me again
Before my glass is empty
Fill me again
I wanna stay invisible
Fill me again
Till my soul disappears
Fill me again
Till I no longer exist

Come Back My Angel

The lights go out
The summer turns winter
The storm breaks out
And drowns me under

The fire seeps up
The molten dreams smash
The body is all scorched
Till all is left in ash

Then came the stab
And what’s little left in pain
Covers the world in grief
Till the soul is all slain

The bed of roses so thought
Well hidden and thorned
Stung dark and deep within
Till the heart bleeds
And the soul is mourned

The last little thought
To keep on breathing
To live to see tomorrow
When all is well and shining

Come back my angel
And undo what’s done
Piece back my life together
With strings of love, under the sun

Unwound my body
Unbreak my heart
Unslay my soul
Stay never to part

Weave me my life
Cover me in dreams
Under the moonlight
Together in sparkling streams

The Shell

So many things said and done
Many go unexplained
Dunno how and never why
Wounds are never healed
Cover it and retreat in
That’s how it’s always been
All the pain penned down
And the poems go unread

Betrayed and Broken

Oh!
Hidden stars in the sky
Smoky shadows on earth
Stench of betrayal in the air
Blood pooling in the water

Truth stamped underground
Kingdom of the Traitors
Bitten by bitter promises
Stabbed by belief

Faded in the dark
Numb is the heart
Life hovers like a ghost
Soulless and insane

Shiny pieces of metal
Rule the verses and canvas
Soft and tender colors
Shape deepest shade of black

Truth exposed to the world
Doped in unfathomable lies
Secrets known is a criminal
Unfolded in an asylum

I Don Feel No More

I feel I can
Go on further
Coz I have a heart
Made of stone
I think I can
Keep going on
Coz I don feel
No more

No more pain
No more laughter
I can’t feel myself
No longer

Gone outta myself
Body is wounded
Heart is stabbed
Somewhere I am

Gone outta myself
All hopes mourned
Dreams obsolete
All fantasies buried

No more pain
No more laughter
I can’t feel myself
No longer

I dunno
I don see
I don feel
I have no clue
What’s going on
Like I care…..

No more pain
No more laughter
I can’t feel myself
No longer

The Reason

ok... the reason why i started blogging... sometimes it feels better to let myself out... and let my problems flow on... to ppl i don really know... then i don have to think of wat they might be thinking abt me... they may never know who i am... so basking in my anonymity... i can go ahead and let myself loose... let my hair down... and my tears roll.... so hears goes... " to my blogsite"... say cheers....